Before you read this, this is an older poem.. I'm not as dark as I was then.. So.. No need to worry about me! Still felt like sharing though, cause I want to share more of my poems and, it has it's place even if I don't feel quite like I did back then right now. Anyways.. I'll shush now. The poem is below. Emotions almost too difficult, almost too deep. The concern I have for you, means more than anything. If you're an old soul, you prolly know me. He told the story of himself to himself so much that he became more than a story himself. Exploring, resourcefully.. He felt. Both optimistic and remorsefully. Spiritually moving towards both heaven and hell. I crave craving you.. No matter what, just remember that I love you no matter what. Everyone goes back to their lives, but I can't go back to mine. I'd die an unlimited amount of times, just to see you smile. Jesus Christ, Jesus fucking Christ, sometimes I hate my fucking life. Do you ever ruefully look at yourself and just ask.. Why you're still here and then just sadly collapse? Feeling like you shouldn't be, but someone else should be. What a disaster, it's incredibly tragic. This stupid existence, so gloomily.. So shattered. You were the one.. And I messed up. I couldn't save you, I miss you so much. I'll always feel stronger about you than I can ever even say. I'll always think about you every night and day. And when I dream, I can see your face. The spot in my soul for you, can never be replaced. I'm forever messed up, who could ever tame me or care for me now anyways? Good luck. Only a few in this whole world, or this whole universe can hang on strangely. Connections eternal, this secret spiritual time bomb, can't wait. Gonnna escape the most extreme of hurdles. Regardless of fate! http://ift.tt/eA8V8J http://ift.tt/2jh3v3U
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